She Said, She Said

baby we ain’t movin too fast
slow motion
Lovin when your fingers in my hand
it was cold but
baby i ain’t going nowhere
not when i could stare into your eyes

[I tried to break up with her 2 weeks in; we got back together. A start like that left a lot of anxieties at the core of the relationship, I think. I wrote the chorus from both our POVs, but the first verse is my take on her perspective]

Baby we ain’t movin too fast
you tried to run; it’s true,
but baby I got a hold on you
i was scared you were leavin

leavinnn

i lost my
composure
when i thought that it
was over
shoulda said i ain’t mean it
i thought you was leavinnnn

[Sometimes in the heat of the moment, you say things that you regret later. It happens.]

our hearts started far away
bright stars in the milky way
now it’s always expanding
i aint know you was thoughtful
and romantic 

[Relationship gettin deep. This is the end of the story from my ex-girl’s point of view. I got the idea from Dumbfounded - Evol You. It’s one of my favorite songs of all time. ]

haha
you ain’t know girl
put it on my life
my love is deeper than i show girl
young entertainer stay performing 
til it’s storming [;)]

appreciate the beauty 
inside each and every moment
i ain’t even talkin bout the slow stroking
i mean the hand holdin 
and strollin [It’s the little things fr.]
eyes rollin
tryin not to laugh
you sayin i’m annoyin 

girl quit playin
you know you love to stay in
just to lay in
lazy sunday 
the great debate 
eddy or jake

[No cap: I love Twilight. Probably my most-watched movie series ever. This is the classic Edward vs Jacob debate.]

you give what you got
i give what you take
and learn on the way
your secrets are safe 
i mean it you ain’t know girl 
my love is deeper than i show girl

[I feel like sometimes my ex didn’t know I loved her/ how much I loved her a lot of the time. It didn’t help that I broke up with her two weeks in lol. But the relationship was a LOT of firsts for me, man. There’s a learning curve when another person’s involved.]

baby we ain’t movin too fast
slow motion
Lovin when your fingers in my hand
it was cold but
baby i ain’t going nowhere
not when i could stare into your eyes